mercury - Trying

Lyrics

In deep water
Heads going under
Love me harder
So I can think clear
I’ll stay a float now
But just until the waves come back
And then I’ll sink further
Until the thoughts, they all fade to black

And I’m trying
To talk myself off this ledge
To bring myself back to bed
But it’s just getting harder
It’s just getting harder
To rest

And I know hes with me
Or so they told me when I was young
And lately I’m feeling guilty
For ever doubting him with my tongue
But I’ve gotten older
I’m asking questions I never thought I’d ask
And I’ve been leaning toward
A new direction with the sense I lack

And I’m trying
To talk myself off this ledge
To bring myself back to bed
But it’s just getting harder
It’s just getting harder
To rest
And I’m dying
To sound it all out in my head
To love myself when I’m undressed
But it’s just getting harder
It’s been for a while I guess
I guess